John Perham

John Perham was born in South Vietnam. He holds degrees from the University of California, Riverside, and Cal State San Bernardino. He currently teaches at Mt. San Jacinto College. His collection of poems features an array of approaches to the political turmoil that followed the COVID-19 pandemic in the United States.

"Witness Turned Suspect" is a sonnet that observes the volatile political, social, and economic forces that converged on 1/6/2021. To articulate some of the confusion during this time of the pandemic, the structure of the poem itself is fragmented with a mix of bold letters and broken syntax. Look for "hope in the water" on the left and "water in the hope" spelled out in the bold letters which bring an added dimension to the content of the poem.

Witness Turned Suspect

 

    tHere was a black president in                the White

   hOuse for 8 years and then                 afterwArds

      People feared that there would be the firsT

     fEmale president                                      the pEndulum

   swIngs in the opposite                                    diRection

     aNd there are 4 years of                                   Intolerance

bigoTry racism in                                       the opeN

      tHe coup klux klan without the                 whiTe sheets

     thEn a white mob overtakes                capitol Hill

       Worried that the                          president elEct

     hAd served with the black president             tHese

   rioTers break through doors smash         windOws

 protEst the first female                                  vice President

   heR black and east Asian                         heritagE



"An inflection point" is a deconstructed sonnet that works with/against a parasite poem on the left. This tug and pull tension serves to articulate some of the tensions people go through during the pandemic.

an inflection point

 

                                                                                  tinkerbell has no sense of smell though

the weed that you meet                                                 she twitches her nose     she has no voice

                                                                                  though people hear her jangled windchimes when

                                                                                  ever she’s near           the mermaids sit on rocks

and pluck most likely will grow                                      combing their long locks with fish bones

                                                                                   and wear sea shells to cover their breasts

 

                                                                                    there goes tigerlily bound and gagged

                                                                                    a prisoner on a boat she does not

                                                                                    put up a fight tied tight with ropes chained

back the flower at                                                                to an anchor        the mermaids don’t care

 

                                                                                  tinkerbell is in love and jealous

                                                                                  in a zealous way trapped as she is

                                                                                  in a lantern                          tigerlilly will

                                                                                  see the bottom of the

                                                                                  e

                                                                                  a

your feet that you pick

will never return

 

 "The Court of History" is a deconstructed sonnet that is paired with a poem. The two competing structures vie for the reader's attention so that there are three interpretations: each poem can be read singly or as one text. This deconstruction of form articulates the fragmented nature of relationships between people who are seemingly intimate yet separated by issues made worse during the time of a pandemic. 

 

The court of history

 

                                                                                          You present half of a bridge then invite

                                                                                           Me to cross yes meet you half way I

                                                                                           Neither laugh nor sigh remain firmly

                                                                                           Where I stand not amused      I write these

                                                                                           Contemporaneous notes in case

                                                                                           I am subpoenaed and must testify

 

There’s no difference                                                     your offer of a boat without sail

Between a good or bad                                                  or paddles does not rattle me I

                                                                                            Am well acquainted with your sense of

                                                                                            Generosity and sincerity

 

Book of poetry                                                                  you have after all the history

Once the lights are out                                                    of throwing me a lifesaver when

The pages all feel the same                                             I faced drowning and called out for help

The pages all look the same                                            yes you have thrown me a lifesaver

 

                                                                                              A week a year after the fact       at

                                                                                              Your convenience

 

 

 

 

 

 With "We are Strangers," the goal is to present a poem that highlights the pervasive fear associated with catching the virus and getting a vaccine in time. The deconstructed sonnet paired with another poem also fragmented contributes to the psychological state of the speaker--will he get the vaccine? He gets the vaccine only to feel selfish since he was only thinking of himself and not his mother. "We are Strangers" argues that state/federal governments treating people as statistics which parallels the isolation people feel within their relationships only makes worse the fear and isolation people suffer during a pandemic. 

 

We are Strangers

 

                                                                                 Through my employer an email that

                                                                                  Provides a phone number to call in

  The risk of                                                             Order to register for one out

                                                                                  Of 100 possible vaccines

                                                                                  First come first served          I hesitate for

                                                                                  A second       is it even worth trying

 

                                                                                  I call        no one answers      I call no

Bridge collapse                                                      One answers so I listen to the

                                                                                  Recorded message and leave my name

                                                                                  And phone number                I do not get a

 Will never                                                               Return call until the next day giving

                                                                                  Me a date and time                I am happy

Be zero                                                                     Until I realise my mother

                                                                                  Needs a vaccine as well          how selfish

                                                                                              M                                    I

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 "A January Exception" is a sonnet paired with another poem. The speaker details getting the first of two vaccines; those who receive the Moderna vaccine, for example, know too well that full protection does not happen until the second dose. This poem was written during a time when it was very difficult to get even the first vaccine--websites crashed; age limitations; indeed, it was a stressful time when only certain people were able to get vaccinated. The speaker of "A January Exception" has received his first vaccine but then worries if the second dose will even be possible. Here the multiple and fragmented structures of the poems articulate the confusion and fears of a person going through the pandemic. 

 

A January Exception

                                                                                           I barely felt the needle going

                                                                                           In after the nurse told me I’d feel

Someone who blinks                                                       A little pressure the alcohol swab

                                                                                            Leaving my skin cold                        I did feel it

                                                                                            When the needle left my arm        throughout

                                                                                            The rest of the day I expected

Too much causes                                                              To feel an ache in my arm but there

                                                                                             Was no pain until late at night when

 Me to blink too                                                                I awoke to a dull yet intense

u                                                                                          Pain and a sniffling nose                  I was told

c                                                                                          That discomfort was a good sign the

h                                                                                          Vaccine was working but now I worry

                                                                                             Whether I will get my next appointment

                                                                                              For the all important second dose

                                                                                                                                                            In time

                

 



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